real lies.

she was a caring person that saw the world as a stepping stone.
she loved with all she had.
but never got it in return.
seems like when everything was going right.
something had to go wrong.
the world had confused her,
telling her who she was...
blinding her to the truth.
seeing everything made her rush..
she was stripped of her youth.
her mind wondered off because she was caught up in the hype.
but wanting a perfect life isnt realistic when you arent living right.

synergy

a friend sent me a text today. reaallly random txt message actually. & asked me ..." why do people always bring up the bad but can never acknowledge the good "....
i thinkk that....
the ppl that only bring up the bad is those that dont know your potential nor your heart. people will judge you bc of what they hear & a small piece of what you allow them to see. the energy and atmosphere you surround yourself around shapes your world. your world is your mind. & the ppl that really matter will help you reach your full potential. & nothing will need to be proven nor questioned.

"dont be a hard rock when you really are a gem."
- lauryn hill

clouded thoughts

when a light shines,
it will shine the brightest in your darkest hour.
the power lies within ourselves,
but the interruption of progress
will try to confuse you.
live life through your eyes & not their lies.
life is hard but not facing your own reality will leave you nothing but behind.

simplicity

she is mysterious, yet her eyes are lit of gold. her smile is concealed ; but when she laughs .. the true her unfolds

when the world is watching....

how can i reach my full potential when the world has already placed me on a pedestal?

when the world is constantly judging me...

& watching my every move ....

how can i reach the top when I have everything to lose.

walking on a dream.

When the world is asleep and the night is lightless and dull are when my thoughts shine the brightest and I let my imagination take over me. Lying across my bed with my pillows surrounding me and my television keeping my room alive, I look up at my lofty ceiling and decide to leave my troubles here and let imagination take me to my place of pleasant comfort.

The warmth of the sun sat on my skin as I breathed in new life. I could feel the calmness of the air while the sun winked at me. Looking into the distance; I could see the waves crashing against rocks while singing the perfect melody. The atmosphere was patient and effortless and embraced my presence.

The sand was meek as my feet awkwardly drowned with every step I took. The smell of the salt water hit my lips as the warm breeze spoke to my body. I took my time as I admired this beautiful creation as though it was a picture. The ocean sparkled as the sun spoke kind words. I moved in a little closer to get a better hearing of the conversation. 

The water whispered to my feet as the seagulls squawked overhead. Although I was alone, I did not feel so. Nature was talking to me in more ways than one. As I listened to water play its tune while the wind whistled to the rhythm, I could not help but notice the chemistry that the sun and water created. 

Although the water and sun were completely different from one another they promoted a chemistry that could not be described with words, but only with the seeing of your eyes and the refreshed energy reflected on your spirit. Everything in sight collaborated so well without little to any effort. The sun, the water, the sand, and the atmosphere were created for me. I am Mother Nature’s daughter and she allows me to let my guard down and be myself.

I looked out ahead for one last time, and the sun and water grinned at me. I closed my eyes and let the tune of my pleasant comfort take me away as I tuned out the world.  I smiled realizing I could come back anytime I wanted to, because I was not just walking on a beach; I’m walking on a dream. 

[ps.] this was a descriptive essay for my English class [that is why it is long as shit] ... but after i wrote it ; i thought is was pretty cool...  so i decided to share. 

old to me. new to you

yesterday was great.

you kissed me & you hugged me.
you looked me in my eyes and said you love me.

a smile so beautiful & eyes that wouldn't lie.
kisses so warm.

i was wrapped up in your atmosphere so tight.

how could i leave this even if i tried...

yesterday is gone & today has arrived...
i woke up wondering if it all was a lie.

now that i expect a certain type of love,
its nowhere to be found.

telling you i care & wanting to hear it back,
seems to only matter when your day is going bad.

How can you be the cause of my lonliness
and cure of my pain.

i guess because yesterday is gone
& today aint the same.

-kennesha kimber

finally .

watch me knock your boots off .....